It seems like i'm life has been turned upside down.

Or has it always been this way?

I can't lead a normal life. At least in my eyes, i can't.

Ppl still think i'm normal..

But look deeper within.

There's a dark side of me.

A side that hardly anybody comes near to.

Very very deep within.

Seems like it's been under lock and key forever.

Where has the right person in me gone to?

Since when did i start hiding myself from ppl?

I don't know.

Nobody knows.

It's something that i don't want to think about and will not even remember.

What happened to me?

Where am i?

Who am i?

What the F am i doing to myself?

Someone help me.....

I'm sinking deeper into it.

I can't find myself...

Since when have i taught my self to hide from everything and pretend everything is fine?

I can't laugh without really feeling happy.

I can't cry when i'm sad cos i do not how what sadness means to me anymore.

I can get angry cos i'm always angry with myself.